Becoming a better me

[Colleen]

I am now 10 days into level 1 and all I can say is WOW!   Reading all the other posts helps me to define my own journey with BrainEv and makes it clearer within my own mind, just how much has changed in such a short while.

The very first change was an increase in focus - one of my goals in doing the BrainEv in the first place.
Sleeping has not always been easy for me, and certainly for the first week I noticed my sleep patterns deteriorated and I was waking up feeling like I had no sleep at all.   I live with pain, and pain keeps me awake.  A few days ago I had the insight to use Magnesium Oil on the parts of my body that were worse, and since then I have been sleeping much better and feeling more refreshed upon awakening 

I have also noticed I have become more emotional - and whilst a part of me resists this state, another part rejoices in the fact that I can detach from my emotional state and 'talk' some sense into me...which is not something I have been successful at when I get this emotional.  My detached self, gives me choices - don't you just love it - and firmly encourages me to take responsibility!!

Today when listening to level 1, it was a little different for me.   Usually I can feel myself going into different levels throughout the 30 minutes.  Today it felt like I stayed in the Conscious part - my thoughts never quieting.  However, by the end of the session I realised that a lot of my thoughts were focussed on my Mother and my childhood which therefore allowed me to see dynamics at play and ones in which my Mother endeavoured to continue with her grandchildren.   The evolved souls that they are, they ALL refused to play her games.

I am much more calmer within myself - not reacting (or over-reacting) to situations, but seeing the 'truth' and higher purpose of what is playing out.  This has become very apparent and insightful with my husband.   He is a beautiful person but very wounded and our marriage has been a conflict between two wounded people.   He has an abusive personality - emotionally and mentally - and it has been so easy for me to blame my withdrawal from him on his abusiveness.  I now see clearly how if I just took a few different SMALL steps in our marriage, it could have been so different.  I now see that we are BOTH [equally] to blame for the state of our marriage, perhaps me more so as I not only know better - but I teach this to others.   I forgot the adage....you teach what you need to learn!

There have been other changes as well including solving matters easily, remaining calm when conflict or chaos is around me and to me, most importantly, see joy in the world that I live.

I cannot believe how much has changed in 10 days....I am not sure whether to be terrified, excited or enthusiastic for the future changes to come - maybe I will be all three (and more I am sure) and just continue to go with the flow and see what each stage brings to me.

on a side note:  I have recommended this programme to so many people now.  I don't just suggest - I TELL them - you NEED BrainEv - go get it and live the life you crave 

[rchoates]

More than anything, I think BrainEv helps to support a pause in the mind, a pause from which we can view our life in a clearer perspective. Sometimes it's good; sometimes it hurts, but overall awareness matures, and from such growth life becomes worth living.

You can't help but want to share that, right?!

[Colleen]

Well said Robert very well said

[HOG Rider]

WOW...Colleen that is amazing.  I wish I could write like you, you just stated everything that I'm going through with BrainEv.  Thanks for sharing.

[Dreamer]

Colleen,
I loved your post and agree with HOG Rider on how well it is written. I don't think anyone who has used Brain Ev could do anything other than share it with others. While everyone reacts differently, everyone experiences benefits.

Please continue to post, I will love seeing how you experience your journey.

Dreamer

[Pure Bliss]

Dear Colleen,
Your post makes me glow all over. It brings me back to when I did level 1.... I discovered peace (and for a wounded and tormented soul, peace is such a glorious balm) and unflappability. I say unflappable because I could remain calm and centred at all times, even in the face of significant provocation. While BrainEv doesn't actually solve problems, the lower levels certainly deliver a blissful centredness, a quiet quality, and life becomes so much more liveable.

I am glad to hear that you are getting insights into the SMALL steps you can take to restore your marriage. My husband and I were ready to part ways about 3 years ago. We reached the point where we both knew that we had to make it or break it. We made it. Every journey begins with small steps....

I adore your subject line: Becoming a better me.
I am about to embark on a two week personal retreat - my personal Camino di Santiago - except I am staying at home. Best Beloved is off to Ireland for a couple of weeks, and I am going to spring clean the house, heal my heart and polish my soul until I shine inside and out. If you don't mind, I would like to 'borrow' your subject line and use it as the theme for my 2 week retreat.

Just keep on posting, Colleen. Posts like yours are medicine for the soul. I look forward to sharing your journey into light and expansiveness and bliss. Love Pure Bliss

[Colleen]

Thank you all for your comments....gives me the sense that I am on the right track    and Bliss....of course you may use my heading...I am honoured - and thank you for sharing about your relationship - gives me hope and it really is the small things in a relationship that can make all the difference - so easy and yet can be so hard to do

For the first time in a VERY long time, I actually remembered a dream I had during the night - and some 10 hrs or so later, I can still recall it.  Have no idea what it means and it is only a small part I remember, but the fact is:  I REMEMBER IT   woohoo....and to be perfectly honest, my intuition is telling me I DO know what it's about - but my conscious self is not quite ready to deal with it - and I give myself permission that it is OK!  It will come to my awareness, with easy, grace and harmony.

I am just loving this journey 

[Karl]

Brilliant. All of these benefits in just 10 days. I really know you're going to love the entire program, Colleen!

Please do keep on sharing. There will be lulls along the way, and keeping involved in the community will help you to stick with the program and keep reaping the rewards.

Thanks so much for recommending us:

>> I have recommended this programme to so many people now.  I don't just suggest - I TELL them - you NEED BrainEv - go get it and live the life you crave

As an interesting sidenote, we actually no longer advertize the Brain Evolution System anywhere. Every single new customer is brought to us by either direct recommendation, or referred to through our affiliate program.

[CaliKS]

Thank you for your wonderful posts, Colleen. Glad to hear that you are getting so much benefit right away.
KS